Chapter 440: Choosing a Child >

downstairs. "Would mistress like to use the restroom"Fu Xiaoyao shook her head, blushing. "No need,""Alright, call me when you need to use the toilet." Aunt Song put the chamber pot back.Fu Xiaoyao s..."I don't want a miscarriage" 。Fu Xiaoyao hugged her legs, resting her chin on her knees, and replied in a hazy voice. 。Shimo wasn't surprised by her answer. It was what he expected. 。"But if you don't have a miscarriage, there's no way to treat it." 。"Shi Mo said, 。Fu Xiaoyao closed her eyes, "I know, but I really can't do that. I've already lost a child, and this child came into my belly because of a miracle. I really can't bear to lose him again. I want to give birth to him." 。"I understand your feelings, but this way, you won't last long either. Even if you give birth to him, what if he inherits it too" Shi Mo didn't approve of her doing this. 。"Then what should I do" Fu Xiaoyao's body trembled. "Of course, I hope you accept treatment. I want you to live..." 。>Shi Mo answered her seriously. 。Fu Xiaoyao opened her eyes, a look of confusion in them, "Are you asking me to abort him" "You have to receive treatment, that's the only way to do it, and it's the best choice. As mentioned above, your blood type is special, making it difficult to find a suitable kidney donor. You only have more time to wait for a kidney if you start treatment early. After you get a transplant, once your body recovers, you can try IVF again." 。> At that time, Shi Mo advised her 。Fu Xiaoyao shook her head violently, "No, what would I become if I did that I'd become a selfish mother who would abort her child at any moment to save her own life. I can't accept that about myself." 。"So you're still choosing to be born"Shi Mo sighed. Fu Xiaoyao choked out a muffled "yes." 。Shi Mo pinched the bridge of his nose and asked again, "Then you missed the best treatment time. The future treatments will be very painful. Maybe even more serious is that you don't have much time to wait for a kidney source, you might not even be able to wait for a kidney source. You still want to give birth You need to know that this way, you'll die, your child will lose his mother, and Lu Hanchuan will lose his wife." 。“

Without a mother, without a wife......

These eight words floated in Fu Xiaoyao's mind, and she suddenly hesitated.

” 。 But soon, she regained her resolve. "Yes, I want to give birth! If I really die later because of the lack of a kidney source, I believe Hanchuan will be a good father. As long as Hanchuan loves the baby very much, the baby won't feel unloved. Then, whether or not I am a mother is up for debate. As for Hanchuan..."Fu Xiaoyao clenched her hand, suppressing the sourness in her heart, and continued: "He might fall in love with another woman. As long as that woman treats the baby well, I will die without regret." 。"You really..." Shi Mo was taken aback by her, not knowing what to say for a moment. In the end, he could only say: "One last thing, just one last thing if you can solve it, I won't stop you from giving birth to this child." 。"You mean!" "Actually, I just mentioned this point. What if the child is born and inherits your condition, you..." "I already have a solution." 。 。Shi Mo unexpectedly raised an eyebrow. 。 Fu Xiaoyao touched her belly and smiled maternally, “After the child is born, I will tell Hanchuan to start looking for a kidney source. I don’t believe that in twenty years, no suitable one can be found.” 。"

Time ink was once again stunned by her.

He didn't expect that the solution she came up with would be this. 。However, it has to be said that this method is indeed very feasible. 。“You win” 。"Shi Mo chuckled softly, looking like he had been defeated by Fu Xiaoyao, "I hope you won't regret it." 。"I won't regret it, I know exactly what I'm doing" 。Fu Xiaoyao tapped her own head and smiled with relief. There was no longer the look of despair she had when she first came out of the hospital. 。Actually, at the beginning, I was indeed torn between my own life and my child, unsure of which to choose. However, in the end, I chose the child. Although I might die because of this, I don't feel sad at all; instead, I am very happy. 。"What's there to be happy about" Shi Mo didn't quite understand her. 。Fu Xiaoyao smiled and didn't intend to explain much. She held his hand, "Mr. Shi, thank you for thinking of me, and thank you for your advice just now. I know you want me to survive, but I'm really sorry, I let you down." 。"This is your own choice, as long as you don't regret it, I won't be disappointed. 。"

Shi Mo returned her a gentle smile, then thought of something and added, "Since you heard about this from President Lu, and President Lu firmly believes that you're still alive, I think he will definitely have people search for a kidney source. With his capabilities, there might be news within two years. Who knows, maybe you won't die in the end. >>> 。“

Upon hearing this, Fu Xiaoyao did not show any excitement. She smiled calmly, “You don’t understand him. You can even think of this. I understand him better than you. How could I not have thought of it He will definitely look for him, but whether he can find him is unknown. So I won’t put all my hope on him, and I’m also prepared for the possibility that he might not find him.” 。It's great that Lu Hanchuan found a kidney donor. 。If it can't be found, then it's fate. As long as the child is born, she will have no regrets even in death. 。"You're quite the optimist." 。Shi Mo patted her head. 。Fu Xiaoyao smirked, without responding. 。

Shi Mo retracted his hand, “These two days Lu always has been looking for you. Although Lu always firmly believes that you are not dead, he hasn't found you yet. The conviction in his heart may have started to waver. I just saw him at the hospital, his face was pale and unhealthy. Coupled with the fact that you have a genetic disease, these double blows are unbearable for anyone. Do you want to go back and comfort him”

Fu Xiaoyao turned her head to look at the small diary on the bedside table, “It’s time to go back. Are you going back to your country too”

She asked 。Shi Mo nodded, "Tomorrow night's flight" 。"Then I'll go back tomorrow. " 。Fu Xiaoyao had decided on the time to go back. 。Shi Mo had no opinion, “I’ll send you then” 。"

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"Fu Xiaoyao softly replied, saying faintly, "Actually, there's something I don't quite understand..." 。"What" Shi Mo sat down beside her bed. 。Fu Xiaoyao no longer curled up her body, straightened her legs and leaned against the headboard, "It's about me being pushed off the car. Why hasn't Hanchuan figured out the truth after two days He didn't suspect Qi Ya" "I don't know about that, but you also said before that if Lu Zong couldn't figure out the truth, you would go back and tell him in person, just happened to be tomorrow." 。Shi Mo casually adjusted his sleeves, smiling serenely. 。Fu Xiaoyao thought so too, and didn't think about it anymore. She yawned 。"Tired again" Shi Mo stopped his movement. 。Fu Xiaoyao was a little embarrassed, “Well, I've been feeling sleepy lately.” 。"Well then, get some rest." 。"Shi Mo got up and didn't disturb her, saying a word before leaving." 。Only Fu Xiaoyao was left in the room. She first sighed softly, then yawned, lay down following the pillow, and fell asleep after a while. 。I slept until the next morning, waking up only when my stomach growled with hunger. 。By the time she finished washing up, the maid had breakfast ready. 。At the dinner table, Shi Mo brought a cup of milk to Fu Xiaoyao, "How did you sleep for so long The maid went up to call you at dinner last night, but you didn't wake up" 。Upon hearing this, Fu Xiaoyao shyly sipped her milk and said, “I don’t know either. I just slept very well. I didn’t even know anyone was calling me.” 。" When Mo lightly smiled, “I heard the servants say that you slept very soundly, unmoved by thunder. If it weren't for your steady breathing, I would have thought something was wrong with you. Come on, eat quickly, I'll take a phone call." 。"He said, putting down his chopsticks and taking out his phone. After ten seconds or so, he didn't know what the other person on the phone had said, but his face turned a little pale." 。Qi Ya today.""What" Shao Sian was taken aback, "How did you...""That's how it was." Fu Xiaoyao explained the situation at the time.After hearing this, Shao Sian's expression grew heavy. "So what you w...