Chapter 1219: Abandoning the Entire City
How's your condition, are you tired Are you getting enough sleep" Joe Liang bombarded her with a bunch of questions all at once, things he had been worrying about this whole time. 。I've been wanting...Work ended quickly, and Qin Jingwen didn't return to Qiao Shunchen's office. She was afraid that Qiao Shunchen and Song Xinzhe's conversation hadn't finished yet, and she was afraid that Qiao Shunchen would spend his time avoiding her. 。However, she still cared about this matter very much and wanted to confirm if Qiao Shunchen really remembered some things. 。She didn't want to know what she was thinking about, she just wanted to confirm if Qiao Shunchen disliked her involvement in his past. 。On her way back to her company, Qin Jingwen started a call with Kou Dan while driving. 。She first told him about Qiao Shunchen's situation, and then waited for Kodan's analysis. 。"If a headache comes on so suddenly, I think it's probably remembering some past events. 。Have you asked him Kou Dan gave a very direct analysis like this, she didn't think much about it, and thought that Qiao Shunchen and Qin Jingwen were together at this moment. 。It is believed that Qiao Shunchen allowed Qin Jingwen to call and inquire about the reason because he had a headache and felt unwell. 。"Without asking, we were all busy working and didn't continue discussing this." 。I called you because I wasn't sure. 。When it comes to things she's unsure about, Qin Jingwen wouldn't just blurt them out. Since Qiao Shunchen hadn't told her personally, she naturally couldn't answer Kou Dan. 。"You guys are too dedicated, working even with such a severe headache." 。"Ask him yourself, if his memory recovers then there's nothing to worry about" 。Koudan now realized, knowing that the two of them were not together they were heading towards a negative side of thinking. 。But it was too late, the important things she had already said, even if she realized it, she couldn't take them back. 。Okay, I'll ask him when I get home tonight. 。"How are you doing All good" 。Is there anything you're not used to 。Qin Jingwen knew what she wanted to know, and had confirmed what she needed to. There was no need to continue this topic any further. 。Then she started to care about Kodan. 。"No, it's fine, everything is going well." 。" Wow, I've been to two provinces in the past few days and had a great time. 。I feel much freer this way, with no constraints of a typical work schedule. 。When it comes to talking about herself now, Kou Dan has a lot to say. 。Except for the occasional times when I'm alone and think of Chikawa, the rest of the time is filled with freedom and relaxation. 。"This is so good, don't you want to stay here forever" 。Qin Jingwen could feel Kou Dan's joy, and she could sense that her mood had improved a lot. 。The feeling of oppression I used to have at home seemed to have disappeared, all that remained was simplicity and ease. 。It's not that I don't want to go back, it's just that I can't. 。I walked through two provinces, both wanting me to stay. With such popularity, why would I go back 。There was not a hint of longing for B city in Kou Dan's words, even though that city held the person she loved most. She didn't show even a shred of hesitation. 。Is this the obvious expression of not loving someone Is this the basic posture of giving up on a person 。“After I’ve visited all the places on this itinerary and had time to really think about it” 。Which province is suitable for me I'll stay in the province with a high quality of life. 。"City B... I'm not going back." 。This time she hesitated for a moment, because she thought of Chi Chuan 。However, thinking of Chi Chuan's attitude towards her only solidified her determination to leave B City. 。"So sure, you're typical of someone who abandons the whole city because of one person..." 。Think carefully, there are too many choices a person needs to make in a lifetime. Be rational. 。Qin Jingwen had to persuade her, she didn't want Kou Dan to be affected in her career because of Chi Chuan. 。"Wenwen, if it were you, you would also be disappointed with this city, and you would leave. 。"In the past, my circle of friends was very narrow, always revolving around Zhi Chuan." 。Wherever he gets transferred to, I will strive to do my best and follow his lead. 。"My ardent belief no longer exists, though I feel disappointed and wronged. After coming out of it, I discovered that everything was wonderful. I realized that my life wasn't just about Chi Chuan. I can live better, and my circle of life can expand infinitely." 。"Kou Dan's words held her yearning for the future, and her farewell to the past." 。Although I also imagine living an ordinary and peaceful life like many people. 。But no one gave her this opportunity, she could only integrate herself into a larger circle and keep herself active in society. 。"You came out of this in a relationship. " 。" Qin Jingwen was a little unbelievable, and also envied Kou Dan's rapid transformation in roles. " 。She knew that one day she would leave Jo Shuncheng, and she would walk away without any reluctance, because there was no use in being sentimental. The pain was her own. 。Now she only hopes that she can be like Kode, having a fearless heart for anything. 。"No, I'm so wronged, and I've endured this for so many years, how could I possibly forget it so quickly" 。If I say I forgot, then my love for him is fake or not as deep as I imagine myself to be. 。"Actually, my reaction is normal. It's just that my current work is more fulfilling and joyful, allowing me to spend most of the time not thinking about him." 。In that case, forgetting him is only a matter of time. 。"Kou Dan said with great confidence because this period of time, she didn't face Zhi Chuan and wasn't influenced by his emotions. " 。She believed that if things continued like this, she and Chi Chuan would be able to return to their initial simple relationship of senior and junior, and start as classmates or colleagues. 。"Knowing that you've thought this through makes me feel at ease. Work hard and enjoy life, I'll be waiting for you to come back with a peaceful mind." 。Qin Jingwen grew increasingly envious of Kou Dan's carefree nature. She loved boldly and openly, never forgetting or avoiding her feelings. 。She is very straightforward and honest. Only by living this way can she feel relaxed and stress-free. 。Joe Shunchen's mood wasn't good that day. He managed to persevere through his work, but those fragmented moments from the past didn't let him go, tormenting him all day long. 。After work, I wanted to call Qin Jingwen and ask her out for dinner. I also wanted to explain what happened today. 。But thinking of Qin Jingwen, she thought of the house Qin Jingwen bought, and wondered why it was such a coincidence that she bought this house. 。Lost in thought, Qiao Shunchen unknowingly drove his car to Qin Jun's villa. 。No, now it should be said to be Qin Jingwen's villa. 。Standing at the front door of the villa, Qiao Shunchen's heart began to tighten. 。Looking at the open gate and the tidy courtyard, Qiao Shunchen thought of things that had happened over twenty years ago. 。When he first came here, he was only 12 years old. He didn't know much, but he knew that he had to make Qin Lan leave her father and warn her that destroying other people's families would have dire consequences. 。This was his and his sister's first time coming over, and also their last time seeing Qin Lan. 。From then on, whenever they came looking, it wasn't Qin soldiers who responded, but rather the wives of Qin soldiers who would come to appease them, occasionally bringing along a little girl of seven or eight years old. 。It was precisely because the Qin army had protected Qin Lan well that her mother had nowhere to go and chose to commit suicide out of despair. 。Therefore, all of this should be borne by the Qin army alone. 。"How did you get here"Qiao Shunchen was alone, lost in the past. His tightly furrowed brows betrayed that he had once again fallen into the vortex of hatred. 。It was also at this moment that Qin Jingwen's voice suddenly appeared, pulling him back. 。"Ah…" Qiao Shunchen looked at Qin Jingwen in surprise, he didn't expect her to be here either. 。"I passed by here and remembered you bought this house so I came to take a look." 。“ 喬順辰敷衍地迴應著,因為他不知道如何回答,隻能說謊。 。"How did you end up here Didn't you go home after work" Joe Shunchen countered Qin Jingwen 。The problem doesn't matter, what you ask doesn't matter, what matters is giving yourself a breath, a chance to take a deep breath and relax your nerves. 。"I'll be over this afternoon... Come over here and tidy things up a bit." 。Actually, Qin Jingwen was in a very bad mood and didn't want to go home and see Qiao Shunchen. She just wanted to be alone for a while. 。But she never expected to see Qiao Shunchen standing by the window on the second floor, at her front door. 。The door was open, but Qiao Shunchen just stood there without any reaction. Qin Jingwen couldn't understand why he had come over, so she came out to greet Qiao Shunchen. 。"Oh... don't clean up yourself, hire a cleaning company to come and tidy up. " 。“
Qiao Shunchen's emotions didn't improve much. Looking at this villa, he could deeply understand what it meant to feel suffocated. 。“It’s already been packed up. Jingyi and I will come over to tidy up when we have time. It's almost done, so you don't need to hire a cleaning service.” 。Qin Jingwen came over just to relax her mind, to relieve the depression and disappointment caused by Qiao Shunchen. 。 。"Come in, tonight..." "No, I have something else to do first." 。Qin Jingwen felt that since Qiao Shunchen had already found this, she should invite him in to have a look. 。This is the house she grew up in, he should be very interested in this, and he should really want to hear her stories from childhood to adulthood. 。Before Qin Jingwen could even finish her invitation, Qiao Shunchen flatly refused. 。Even an opportunity to question wasn't given to Qin Jingwen as she turned and walked away. 。Qin Jingwen's strange feeling could only be seen by her alone. She stood there, staring at Qiao Shunchen's leaving figure, watching him get into the car and drive away. 。How is this possible I just happened to pass by and take a look. Couldn't you at least be curious about the inside 。This question should be asked of Qiao Shunchen, but he's gone. Qin Jingwen could only ask herself. 。But when he asked himself what use it was, he didn't like the house. He didn't like this home where he had grown up either. There was nothing he could do about it. 。Qin Jingwen's mood was once again affected by Qiao Shunchen's reaction, and she even felt that the relationship between herself and Qiao Shunchen was slowly drifting apart. 。Just after that short exchange, Qin Jingwen felt a sense of awkwardness and embarrassment. 。And Qiao Shunchen also reflected his aloofness. 。Why did he suddenly change Why did I feel so strange around him 。Has he retrieved all the memories of that girl Has he decided that his deeply loved person is her Or is he currently busy searching for her 。Go ahead, if you like it, go for it. 。Only when his heart settles will everything become clear. 。Thinking about this, Qin Jing's lips curved up with a sour and astringent feeling. Now what she needed to do most was not to investigate her family affairs, but to prepare herself to break up with Qiao Shunchen at any time. 。Their love with Qiao Shunchen was never stable from beginning to end, in fact, this doomed them from having a marriage destined for them. 。They came together, it could be said, in a transaction for the sake of the children and work. 。Now the child is getting used to it and can understand a lot of things. 。As for work, Qin Jingwen's existence has already been insignificant. 。So it's time to call it quits, time to end this deal. 。nt, which is what they fear most. 。I thought I could control the situation and minimize the harm to everyone, but on the contrary, things went the other way around. 。The phone rang, Qin Lan wiped away...